I miss my old house. It was small and had been remodeled with poor workmanship, but it was magical. Up on a hill. Private and secluded. Views of the open sky and the houses below. I could watch the sunset every night. And on a good clear day, see the sparkle of sunlight hitting the ocean.
It had a huge palm tree that shaded me from the LA heat and freaked me out every time we had a windstorm. Late afternoons brought a breeze that would flow through the whole house.
Skunks made their way through the yard at dusk. Raccoons fought on my roof. Cats lounged wherever they wanted. I even spotted a possum once.
And the neighbors were great. A mix of LA artists.
I miss that place. It had everything. Everything but ample space for a family, garage, or a good school district.
So I eventually packed it up and found a place with the new things I needed. But at one time, it had everything I needed. It was my peaceful hideaway. And I miss it often.
Someday I will find a place that has all of the old and new things mixed together. A view AND a good school district. Big palm tree that shades me AND a garage.
Until then, I can only reminisce. I can’t live there anymore. But I can remember what it felt like to be there.